Saturday, August 19, 2006
how am i supposed to be happy and keep smiling when you're the root of all my problems? just stop it, stop being such a fake and telling me to be happy and then do stuff behind my back and make me sadder. just come right out to me and tell me what you've done, so i wouldnt be so devastated when i find out. this is all child's play, alright. you're the root of my problems, you know that. will you just shut up and stop acting like you're really concerned about me? it's tiring to play along with you, i'll just stop everything.
child's play, indeed.
my eyes arent's pretty anymore, and it's all because of you. you arent so important to me, but you've hurt the most important person to me, and that sucks.
i wish, i wish, i wish. but wishes never come true, do they?
CHRIS! i'm really grateful to you, thankew for always being there yeah? i wont do it, promise. it's a deal! another phone call again please! thankew for letting me learn a new word, ITALY. that's really nice (:
It's a beautiful disguise.